October 2010
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buying
my ticket for best coast tomorrow!
September 2010
i
guess the fact is that the person who
has everything
has nothing, anyway.
it is all a big
trick.
i
guess this calls for some music.
i am fading
into dust…
It doesn’t matter anymore.
I am trying to forget.
It’s in my mind.
Always,
I can’t get it off.
Then it makes me sad.
To think that it is going to be there,
time and again.
No one is there for myself,
But always there.
So i feel twice the pain,
because it’s staring right at me.
But i can’t accept it
To think that there is no ambiguity
is what hurts me
...
That is the problem
I can’t control the anxiety. it hurts.
Like the rocks that bruise my feet.
Discovering a new truth is another lie.
There is no sense of completion.
Only despondence.
Get rid of the noise;
There is only silence.
The silence that kills me inside, because it doesnt talk back.
Whatever it is, take the pain away.
I am begging for it.
Every day.
All i want is...
ummm
i wonder too much. what an awkward clutter.
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loveyourchaos:
I’ll Be Your Mirror - The Velvet...
i
need to get an application for work.
:o
can't wait
for best coast concert in november.
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Silence yourself before they do. the expectations they have for the reason you arent. be cautious and stop believing in nonsense. please
I feel that the only thing left, of my worth is the mirror that i stare back at.
It is what it isn’t
and when it is,
it is not real.
Refrain from the conformity
inside and the truth.
don’t forget the lies,
deception
that keeps going like a clockwise configuration
of the alphabet,
numbers,
incessantly.
